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 Chapter XLVIII
 
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 The place in Lincolnshire has shut its many eyes again, and the
 house in town is awake.  In Lincolnshire the Dedlocks of the past
 doze in their picture-frames, and the low wind murmurs through the
 long drawing-room as if they were breathing pretty regularly.  In
 town the Dedlocks of the present rattle in their fire-eyed
 carriages through the darkness of the night, and the Dedlock
 Mercuries, with ashes (or hair-powder) on their heads, symptomatic
 of their great humility, loll away the drowsy mornings in the
 little windows of the hall.  The fashionable world--tremendous orb,
 nearly five miles round--is in full swing, and the solar system
 works respectfully at its appointed distances.
 
 Where the throng is thickest, where the lights are brightest, where
 all the senses are ministered to with the greatest delicacy and
 refinement, Lady Dedlock is.  From the shining heights she has
 scaled and taken, she is never absent.  Though the belief she of
 old reposed in herself as one able to reserve whatsoever she would
 under her mantle of pride is beaten down, though she has no
 assurance that what she is to those around her she will remain
 another day, it is not in her nature when envious eyes are looking
 on to yield or to droop.  They say of her that she has lately grown
 more handsome and more haughty.  The debilitated cousin says of
 her that she's beauty nough--tsetup shopofwomen--but rather
 larming kind--remindingmanfact--inconvenient woman--who WILL
 getoutofbedandbawthstahlishment--Shakespeare.
 
 Mr. Tulkinghorn says nothing, looks nothing.  Now, as heretofore,
 he is to be found in doorways of rooms, with his limp white cravat
 loosely twisted into its old-fashioned tie, receiving patronage
 from the peerage and making no sign.  Of all men he is still the
 last who might be supposed to have any influence upon my Lady.  Of
 all woman she is still the last who might be supposed to have any
 dread of him.
 
 One thing has been much on her mind since their late interview in
 his turret-room at Chesney Wold.  She is now decided, and prepared
 to throw it off.
 
 It is morning in the great world, afternoon according to the little
 sun.  The Mercuries, exhausted by looking out of window, are
 reposing in the hall and hang their heavy heads, the gorgeous
 creatures, like overblown sunflowers.  Like them, too, they seem to
 run to a deal of seed in their tags and trimmings.  Sir Leicester,
 in the library, has fallen asleep for the good of the country over
 the report of a Parliamentary committee.  My Lady sits in the room
 in which she gave audience to the young man of the name of Guppy.
 Rosa is with her and has been writing for her and reading to her.
 Rosa is now at work upon embroidery or some such pretty thing, and
 as she bends her head over it, my Lady watches her in silence.  Not
 for the first time to-day.
 
 "Rosa."
 
 The pretty village face looks brightly up.  Then, seeing how
 serious my Lady is, looks puzzled and surprised.
 
 "See to the door.  Is it shut?"
 
 Yes.  She goes to it and returns, and looks yet more surprised.
 
 "I am about to place confidence in you, child, for I know I may
 trust your attachment, if not your judgment.  In what I am going to
 do, I will not disguise myself to you at least.  But I confide in
 you.  Say nothing to any one of what passes between us."
 
 The timid little beauty promises in all earnestness to be
 trustworthy.
 
 "Do you know," Lady Dedlock asks her, signing to her to bring her
 chair nearer, "do you know, Rosa, that I am different to you from
 what I am to any one?"
 
 "Yes, my Lady.  Much kinder.  But then I often think I know you as
 you really are."
 
 "You often think you know me as I really am?  Poor child, poor
 child!"
 
 She says it with a kind of scorn--though not of Rosa--and sits
 brooding, looking dreamily at her.
 
 "Do you think, Rosa, you are any relief or comfort to me?  Do you
 suppose your being young and natural, and fond of me and grateful
 to me, makes it any pleasure to me to have you near me?"
 
 "I don't know, my Lady; I can scarcely hope so.  But with all my
 heart, I wish it was so."
 
 "It is so, little one."
 
 The pretty face is checked in its flush of pleasure by the dark
 expression on the handsome face before it.  It looks timidly for an
 explanation.
 
 "And if I were to say to-day, 'Go! Leave me!' I should say what
 would give me great pain and disquiet, child, and what would leave
 me very solitary."
 
 "My Lady!  Have I offended you?"
 
 "In nothing.  Come here."
 
 Rosa bends down on the footstool at my Lady's feet.  My Lady, with
 that motherly touch of the famous ironmaster night, lays her hand
 upon her dark hair and gently keeps it there.
 
 "I told you, Rosa, that I wished you to be happy and that I would
 make you so if I could make anybody happy on this earth.  I cannot.
 There are reasons now known to me, reasons in which you have no
 part, rendering it far better for you that you should not remain
 here.  You must not remain here.  I have determined that you shall
 not.  I have written to the father of your lover, and he will be
 here to-day.  All this I have done for your sake."
 
 The weeping girl covers her hand with kisses and says what shall
 she do, what shall she do, when they are separated!  Her mistress
 kisses her on the cheek and makes no other answer.
 
 "Now, be happy, child, under better circumstances.  Be beloved and
 happy!"
 
 "Ah, my Lady, I have sometimes thought--forgive my being so free--
 that YOU are not happy."
 
 "I!"
 
 "Will you be more so when you have sent me away?  Pray, pray, think
 again.  Let me stay a little while!"
 
 "I have said, my child, that what I do, I do for your sake, not my
 own.  It is done.  What I am towards you, Rosa, is what I am now--
 not what I shall be a little while hence.  Remember this, and keep
 my confidence.  Do so much for my sake, and thus all ends between
 us!"
 
 She detaches herself from her simple-hearted companion and leaves
 the room.  Late in the afternoon, when she next appears upon the
 staircase, she is in her haughtiest and coldest state.  As
 indifferent as if all passion, feeling, and interest had been worn
 out in the earlier ages of the world and had perished from its
 surface with its other departed monsters.
 
 Mercury has announced Mr. Rouncewell, which is the cause of her
 appearance.  Mr. Rouncewell is not in the library, but she repairs
 to the library.  Sir Leicester is there, and she wishes to speak to
 him first.
 
 "Sir Leicester, I am desirous--but you are engaged."
 
 Oh, dear no!  Not at all.  Only Mr. Tulkinghorn.
 
 Always at hand.  Haunting every place.  No relief or security from
 him for a moment.
 
 "I beg your pardon, Lady Dedlock.  Will you allow me to retire?"
 
 With a look that plainly says, "You know you have the power to
 remain if you will," she tells him it is not necessary and moves
 towards a chair.  Mr. Tulkinghorn brings it a little forward for
 her with his clumsy bow and retires into a window opposite.
 Interposed between her and the fading light of day in the now quiet
 street, his shadow falls upon her, and he darkens all before her.
 Even so does he darken her life.
 
 It is a dull street under the best conditions, where the two long
 rows of houses stare at each other with that severity that half-a-
 dozen of its greatest mansions seem to have been slowly stared into
 stone rather than originally built in that material.  It is a
 street of such dismal grandeur, so determined not to condescend to
 liveliness, that the doors and windows hold a gloomy state of their
 own in black paint and dust, and the echoing mews behind have a dry
 and massive appearance, as if they were reserved to stable the
 stone chargers of noble statues.  Complicated garnish of iron-work
 entwines itself over the flights of steps in this awful street, and
 from these petrified bowers, extinguishers for obsolete flambeaux
 gasp at the upstart gas.  Here and there a weak little iron hoop,
 through which bold boys aspire to throw their friends' caps (its
 only present use), retains its place among the rusty foliage,
 sacred to the memory of departed oil.  Nay, even oil itself, yet
 lingering at long intervals in a little absurd glass pot, with a
 knob in the bottom like an oyster, blinks and sulks at newer lights
 every night, like its high and dry master in the House of Lords.
 
 Therefore there is not much that Lady Dedlock, seated in her chair,
 could wish to see through the window in which Mr. Tulkinghorn
 stands.  And yet--and yet--she sends a look in that direction as if
 it were her heart's desire to have that figure moved out of the
 way.
 
 Sir Leicester begs his Lady's pardon.  She was about to say?
 
 "Only that Mr. Rouncewell is here (he has called by my appointment)
 and that we had better make an end of the question of that girl.  I
 am tired to death of the matter."
 
 "What can I do--to--assist?" demands Sir Leicester in some
 considerable doubt.
 
 "Let us see him here and have done with it.  Will you tell them to
 send him up?"
 
 "Mr. Tulkinghorn, be so good as to ring.  Thank you.  Request,"
 says Sir Leicester to Mercury, not immediately remembering the
 business term, "request the iron gentleman to walk this way."
 
 Mercury departs in search of the iron gentleman, finds, and
 produces him.  Sir Leicester receives that ferruginous person
 graciously.
 
 "I hope you are well, Mr. Rouncewell.  Be seated.  (My solicitor,
 Mr. Tulkinghorn.)  My Lady was desirous, Mr. Rouncewell," Sir
 Leicester skilfully transfers him with a solemn wave of his hand,
 "was desirous to speak with you.  Hem!"
 
 "I shall be very happy," returns the iron gentleman, "to give my
 best attention to anything Lady Dedlock does me the honour to say."
 
 As he turns towards her, he finds that the impression she makes
 upon him is less agreeable than on the former occasion.  A distant
 supercilious air makes a cold atmosphere about her, and there is
 nothing in her bearing, as there was before, to encourage openness.
 
 "Pray, sir," says Lady Dedlock listlessly, "may I be allowed to
 inquire whether anything has passed between you and your son
 respecting your son's fancy?"
 
 It is almost too troublesome to her languid eyes to bestow a look
 upon him as she asks this question.
 
 "If my memory serves me, Lady Dedlock, I said, when I had the
 pleasure of seeing you before, that I should seriously advise my
 son to conquer that--fancy."  The ironmaster repeats her expression
 with a little emphasis.
 
 "And did you?"
 
 "Oh! Of course I did."
 
 Sir Leicester gives a nod, approving and confirmatory.  Very
 proper.  The iron gentleman, having said that he would do it, was
 bound to do it.  No difference in this respect between the base
 metals and the precious.  Highly proper.
 
 "And pray has he done so?"
 
 "Really, Lady Dedlock, I cannot make you a definite reply.  I fear
 not.  Probably not yet.  In our condition of life, we sometimes
 couple an intention with our--our fancies which renders them not
 altogether easy to throw off.  I think it is rather our way to be
 in earnest."
 
 Sir Leicester has a misgiving that there may be a hidden Wat
 Tylerish meaning in this expression, and fumes a little.  Mr.
 Rouncewell is perfectly good-humoured and polite, but within such
 limits, evidently adapts his tone to his reception.
 
 "Because," proceeds my Lady, "I have been thinking of the subject,
 which is tiresome to me."
 
 "I am very sorry, I am sure."
 
 "And also of what Sir Leicester said upon it, in which I quite
 concur"--Sir Leicester flattered--"and if you cannot give us the
 assurance that this fancy is at an end, I have come to the
 conclusion that the girl had better leave me."
 
 "I can give no such assurance, Lady Dedlock.  Nothing of the kind."
 
 "Then she had better go."
 
 "Excuse me, my Lady," Sir Leicester considerately interposes, "but
 perhaps this may be doing an injury to the young woman which she
 has not merited.  Here is a young woman," says Sir Leicester,
 magnificently laying out the matter with his right hand like a
 service of plate, "whose good fortune it is to have attracted the
 notice and favour of an eminent lady and to live, under the
 protection of that eminent lady, surrounded by the various
 advantages which such a position confers, and which are
 unquestionably very great--I believe unquestionably very great,
 sir--for a young woman in that station of life.  The question then
 arises, should that young woman be deprived of these many
 advantages and that good fortune simply because she has"--Sir
 Leicester, with an apologetic but dignified inclination of his head
 towards the ironmaster, winds up his sentence--"has attracted the
 notice of Mr Rouncewell's son?  Now, has she deserved this
 punishment?  Is this just towards her?  Is this our previous
 understanding?"
 
 "I beg your pardon," interposes Mr. Rouncewell's son's father.
 "Sir Leicester, will you allow me?  I think I may shorten the
 subject.  Pray dismiss that from your consideration.  If you
 remember anything so unimportant--which is not to be expected--you
 would recollect that my first thought in the affair was directly
 opposed to her remaining here."
 
 Dismiss the Dedlock patronage from consideration?  Oh! Sir
 Leicester is bound to believe a pair of ears that have been handed
 down to him through such a family, or he really might have
 mistrusted their report of the iron gentleman's observations.
 
 "It is not necessary," observes my Lady in her coldest manner
 before he can do anything but breathe amazedly, "to enter into
 these matters on either side.  The girl is a very good girl; I have
 nothing whatever to say against her, but she is so far insensible
 to her many advantages and her good fortune that she is in love--or
 supposes she is, poor little fool--and unable to appreciate them."
 
 Sir Leicester begs to observe that wholly alters the case.  He
 might have been sure that my Lady had the best grounds and reasons
 in support of her view.  He entirely agrees with my Lady.  The
 young woman had better go.
 
 "As Sir Leicester observed, Mr. Rouncewell, on the last occasion
 when we were fatigued by this business," Lady Dedlock languidly
 proceeds, "we cannot make conditions with you.  Without conditions,
 and under present circumstances, the girl is quite misplaced here
 and had better go.  I have told her so.  Would you wish to have her
 sent back to the village, or would you like to take her with you,
 or what would you prefer?"
 
 "Lady Dedlock, if I may speak plainly--"
 
 "By all means."
 
 "--I should prefer the course which will the soonest relieve you of
 the incumbrance and remove her from her present position."
 
 "And to speak as plainly," she returns with the same studied
 carelessness, "so should I.  Do I understand that you will take her
 with you?"
 
 The iron gentleman makes an iron bow.
 
 "Sir Leicester, will you ring?"  Mr. Tulkinghorn steps forward from
 his window and pulls the bell.  "I had forgotten you.  Thank you."
 He makes his usual bow and goes quietly back again.  Mercury,
 swift-responsive, appears, receives instructions whom to produce,
 skims away, produces the aforesaid, and departs.
 
 Rosa has been crying and is yet in distress.  On her coming in, the
 ironmaster leaves his chair, takes her arm in his, and remains with
 her near the door ready to depart.
 
 "You are taken charge of, you see," says my Lady in her weary
 manner, "and are going away well protected.  I have mentioned that
 you are a very good girl, and you have nothing to cry for."
 
 "She seems after all," observes Mr. Tulkinghorn, loitering a little
 forward with his hands behind him, "as if she were crying at going
 away."
 
 "Why, she is not well-bred, you see," returns Mr. Rouncewell with
 some quickness in his manner, as if he were glad to have the lawyer
 to retort upon, "and she is an inexperienced little thing and knows
 no better.  If she had remained here, sir, she would have improved,
 no doubt."
 
 "No doubt," is Mr. Tulkinghorn's composed reply.
 
 Rosa sobs out that she is very sorry to leave my Lady, and that she
 was happy at Chesney Wold, and has been happy with my Lady, and
 that she thanks my Lady over and over again.  "Out, you silly
 little puss!" says the ironmaster, checking her in a low voice,
 though not angrily.  "Have a spirit, if you're fond of Watt!"  My
 Lady merely waves her off with indifference, saying, "There, there,
 child!  You are a good girl.  Go away!"  Sir Leicester has
 magnificently disengaged himself from the subject and retired into
 the sanctuary of his blue coat.  Mr. Tulkinghorn, an indistinct
 form against the dark street now dotted with lamps, looms in my
 Lady's view, bigger and blacker than before.
 
 "Sir Leicester and Lady Dedlock," says Mr. Rouncewell after a pause
 of a few moments, "I beg to take my leave, with an apology for
 having again troubled you, though not of my own act, on this
 tiresome subject.  I can very well understand, I assure you, how
 tiresome so small a matter must have become to Lady Dedlock.  If I
 am doubtful of my dealing with it, it is only because I did not at
 first quietly exert my influence to take my young friend here away
 without troubling you at all.  But it appeared to me--I dare say
 magnifying the importance of the thing--that it was respectful to
 explain to you how the matter stood and candid to consult your
 wishes and convenience.  I hope you will excuse my want of
 acquaintance with the polite world."
 
 Sir Leicester considers himself evoked out of the sanctuary by
 these remarks.  "Mr. Rouncewell," he returns, "do not menfion it.
 Justifications are unnecessary, I hope, on either side."
 
 "I am glad to hear it, Sir Leicester; and if I may, by way of a
 last word, revert to what I said before of my mother's long
 connexion with the family and the worth it bespeaks on both sides,
 I would point out this little instance here on my arm who shows
 herself so affectionate and faithful in parting and in whom my
 mother, I dare say, has done something to awaken such feelings--
 though of course Lady Dedlock, by her heartfelt interest and her
 genial condescension, has done much more.
 
 If he mean this ironically, it may be truer than he thinks.  He
 points it, however, by no deviation from his straightforward manner
 of speech, though in saying it he turns towards that part of the
 dim room where my Lady sits.  Sir Leicester stands to return his
 parting salutation, Mr. Tulkinghorn again rings, Mercury takes
 another flight, and Mr. Rouncewell and Rosa leave the house.
 
 Then lights are brought in, discovering Mr. Tulkinghorn still
 standing in his window with his hands behind him and my Lady still
 sitting with his figure before her, closing up her view of the
 night as well as of the day.  She is very pale.  Mr. Tulkinghorn,
 observing it as she rises to retire, thinks, "Well she may be!  The
 power of this woman is astonishing.  She has been acting a part the
 whole time."  But he can act a part too--his one unchanging
 character--and as he holds the door open for this woman, fifty
 pairs of eyes, each fifty times sharper than Sir Leicester's pair,
 should find no flaw in him.
 
 Lady Dedlock dines alone in her own room to-day.  Sir Leicester is
 whipped in to the rescue of the Doodle Party and the discomfiture
 of the Coodle Faction.  Lady Dedlock asks on sitting down to
 dinner, still deadly pale (and quite an illustration of the
 debilitated cousin's text), whether he is gone out?  Yes.  Whether
 Mr. Tulkinghorn is gone yet?  No.  Presently she asks again, is he
 gone YET?  No.  What is he doing?  Mercury thinks he is writing
 letters in the library.  Would my Lady wish to see him?  Anything
 but that.
 
 But he wishes to see my Lady.  Within a few more minutes he is
 reported as sending his respects, and could my Lady please to
 receive him for a word or two after her dinner?  My Lady will
 receive him now.  He comes now, apologizing for intruding, even by
 her permission, while she is at table.  When they are alone, my
 Lady waves her hand to dispense with such mockeries.
 
 "What do you want, sir?"
 
 "Why, Lady Dedlock," says the lawyer, taking a chair at a little
 distance from her and slowly rubbing his rusty legs up and down, up
 and down, up and down, "I am rather surprised by the course you
 have taken."
 
 "Indeed?"
 
 "Yes, decidedly.  I was not prepared for it.  I consider it a
 departure from our agreement and your promise.  It puts us in a new
 position, Lady Dedlock.  I feel myself under the necessity of
 saying that I don't approve of it."
 
 He stops in his rubbing and looks at her, with his hands on his
 knees.  Imperturbable and unchangeable as he is, there is still an
 indefinable freedom in his manner which is new and which does not
 escape this woman's observation.
 
 "I do not quite understand you."
 
 "Oh, yes you do, I think.  I think you do.  Come, come, Lady
 Dedlock, we must not fence and parry now.  You know you like this
 girl."
 
 "Well, sir?"
 
 "And you know--and I know--that you have not sent her away for the
 reasons you have assigned, but for the purpose of separating her as
 much as possible from--excuse my mentioning it as a matter of
 business--any reproach and exposure that impend over yourself."
 
 "Well, sir?"
 
 "Well, Lady Dedlock," returns the lawyer, crossing his legs and
 nursing the uppermost knee.  "I object to that.  I consider that a
 dangerous proceeding.  I know it to be unnecessary and calculated
 to awaken speculation, doubt, rumour, I don't know what, in the
 house.  Besides, it is a violation of our agreement.  You were to
 be exactly what you were before.  Whereas, it must be evident to
 yourself, as it is to me, that you have been this evening very
 different from what you were before.  Why, bless my soul, Lady
 Dedlock, transparenfly so!"
 
 "If, sir," she begins, "in my knowledge of my secret--"  But he
 interrupts her.
 
 "Now, Lady Dedlock, this is a matter of business, and in a matter
 of business the ground cannot be kept too clear.  It is no longer
 your secret.  Excuse me.  That is just the mistake.  It is my
 secret, in trust for Sir Leicester and the family.  If it were your
 secret, Lady Dedlock, we should not be here holding this
 conversation."
 
 "That is very true.  If in my knowledge of THE secret I do what I
 can to spare an innocent girl (especially, remembering your own
 reference to her when you told my story to the assembled guests at
 Chesney Wold) from the taint of my impending shame, I act upon a
 resolution I have taken.  Nothing in the world, and no one in the
 world, could shake it or could move me."  This she says with great
 deliberation and distinctness and with no more outward passion than
 himself.  As for him, he methodically discusses his matter of
 business as if she were any insensible instrument used in business.
 
 "Really?  Then you see, Lady Dedlock," he returns, "you are not to
 be trusted.  You have put the case in a perfecfly plain way, and
 according to the literal fact; and that being the case, you are not
 to be trusted."
 
 "Perhaps you may remember that I expressed some anxiety on this
 same point when we spoke at night at Chesney Wold?"
 
 "Yes," says Mr. Tulkinghorn, coolly getting up and standing on the
 hearth.  "Yes.  I recollect, Lady Dedlock, that you certainly
 referred to the girl, but that was before we came to our
 arrangement, and both the letter and the spirit of our arrangement
 altogether precluded any action on your part founded upon my
 discovery.  There can be no doubt about that.  As to sparing the
 girl, of what importance or value is she?  Spare!  Lady Dedlock,
 here is a family name compromised.  One might have supposed that
 the course was straight on--over everything, neither to the right
 nor to the left, regardless of all considerations in the way,
 sparing nothing, treading everything under foot."
 
 She has been looking at the table.  She lifts up her eyes and looks
 at him.  There is a stern expression on her face and a part of her
 lower lip is compressed under her teeth.  "This woman understands
 me," Mr. Tulkinghorn thinks as she lets her glance fall again.
 "SHE cannot be spared.  Why should she spare others?"
 
 For a little while they are silent.  Lady Dedlock has eaten no
 dinner, but has twice or thrice poured out water with a steady hand
 and drunk it.  She rises from table, takes a lounging-chair, and
 reclines in it, shading her face.  There is nothing in her manner
 to express weakness or excite compassion.  It is thoughtful,
 gloomy, concentrated.  "This woman," thinks Mr. Tulkinghorn,
 standing on the hearth, again a dark object closing up her view,
 "is a study."
 
 He studies her at his leisure, not speaking for a time.  She too
 studies something at her leisure.  She is not the first to speak,
 appearing indeed so unlikely to be so, though he stood there until
 midnight, that even he is driven upon breaking silence.
 
 "Lady Dedlock, the most disagreeable part of this business
 interview remains, but it is business.  Our agreement is broken.  A
 lady of your sense and strength of character will be prepared for
 my now declaring it void and taking my own course."
 
 "I am quite prepared."
 
 Mr. Tulkinghorn inclines his head.  "That is all I have to trouble
 you with, Lady Dedlock."
 
 She stops him as he is moving out of the room by asking, "This is
 the notice I was to receive?  I wish not to misapprehend you."
 
 "Not exactly the notice you were to receive, Lady Dedlock, because
 the contemplated notice supposed the agreement to have been
 observed.  But virtually the same, virtually the same.  The
 difference is merely in a lawyer's mind."
 
 "You intend to give me no other notice?"
 
 "You are right.  No."
 
 "Do you contemplate undeceiving Sir Leicester to-night?"
 
 "A home question!" says Mr. Tulkinghorn with a slight smile and
 cautiously shaking his head at the shaded face.  "No, not to-
 night."
 
 "To-morrow?"
 
 "All things considered, I had better decline answering that
 question, Lady Dedlock.  If I were to say I don't know when,
 exactly, you would not believe me, and it would answer no purpose.
 It may be to-morrow.  I would rather say no more.  You are
 prepared, and I hold out no expectations which circumstances might
 fail to justify.  I wish you good evening."
 
 She removes her hand, turns her pale face towards him as he walks
 silently to the door, and stops him once again as he is about to
 open it.
 
 "Do you intend to remain in the house any time?  I heard you were
 writing in the library.  Are you going to return there?"
 
 "Only for my hat.  I am going home."
 
 She bows her eyes rather than her head, the movement is so slight
 and curious, and he withdraws.  Clear of the room he looks at his
 watch but is inclined to doubt it by a minute or thereabouts.
 There is a splendid clock upon the staircase, famous, as splendid
 clocks not often are, for its accuracy.  "And what do YOU say," Mr.
 Tulkinghorn inquires, referring to it.  "What do you say?"
 
 If it said now, "Don't go home!"  What a famous clock, hereafter,
 if it said to-night of all the nights that it has counted off, to
 this old man of all the young and old men who have ever stood
 before it, "Don't go home!"  With its sharp clear bell it strikes
 three quarters after seven and ticks on again.  "Why, you are worse
 than I thought you," says Mr. Tulkinghorn, muttering reproof to his
 watch.  "Two minutes wrong?  At this rate you won't last my time."
 What a watch to return good for evil if it ticked in answer, "Don't
 go home!"
 
 He passes out into the streets and walks on, with his hands behind
 him, under the shadow of the lofty houses, many of whose mysteries,
 difficulties, mortgages, delicate affairs of all kinds, are
 treasured up within his old black satin waistcoat.  He is in the
 confidence of the very bricks and mortar.  The high chimney-stacks
 telegraph family secrets to him.  Yet there is not a voice in a
 mile of them to whisper, "Don't go home!"
 
 Through the stir and motion of the commoner streets; through the
 roar and jar of many vehicles, many feet, many voices; with the
 blazing shop-lights lighting him on, the west wind blowing him on,
 and the crowd pressing him on, he is pitilessly urged upon his way,
 and nothing meets him murmuring, "Don't go home!"  Arrived at last
 in his dull room to light his candles, and look round and up, and
 see the Roman pointing from the ceiling, there is no new
 significance in the Roman's hand to-night or in the flutter of the
 attendant groups to give him the late warning, "Don't come here!"
 
 It is a moonlight night, but the moon, being past the full, is only
 now rising over the great wilderness of London.  The stars are
 shining as they shone above the turret-leads at Chesney Wold.  This
 woman, as he has of late been so accustomed to call her, looks out
 upon them.  Her soul is turbulent within her; she is sick at heart
 and restless.  The large rooms are too cramped and close.  She
 cannot endure their restraint and will walk alone in a neighbouring
 garden.
 
 Too capricious and imperious in all she does to be the cause of
 much surprise in those about her as to anything she does, this
 woman, loosely muffled, goes out into the moonlight.  Mercury
 attends with the key.  Having opened the garden-gate, he delivers
 the key into his Lady's hands at her request and is bidden to go
 back.  She will walk there some time to ease her aching head.  She
 may be an hour, she may be more.  She needs no further escort.  The
 gate shuts upon its spring with a clash, and he leaves her passing
 on into the dark shade of some trees.
 
 A fine night, and a bright large moon, and multitudes of stars.
 Mr. Tulkinghorn, in repairing to his cellar and in opening and
 shutting those resounding doors, has to cross a little prison-like
 yard.  He looks up casually, thinking what a fine night, what a
 bright large moon, what multitudes of stars!  A quiet night, too.
 
 A very quiet night.  When the moon shines very brilliantly, a
 solitude and stillness seem to proceed from her that influence even
 crowded places full of life.  Not only is it a still night on dusty
 high roads and on hill-summits, whence a wide expanse of country
 may be seen in repose, quieter and quieter as it spreads away into
 a fringe of trees against the sky with the grey ghost of a bloom
 upon them; not only is it a still night in gardens and in woods,
 and on the river where the water-meadows are fresh and green, and
 the stream sparkles on among pleasant islands, murmuring weirs, and
 whispering rushes; not only does the stillness attend it as it
 flows where houses cluster thick, where many bridges are reflected
 in it, where wharves and shipping make it black and awful, where it
 winds from these disfigurements through marshes whose grim beacons
 stand like skeletons washed ashore, where it expands through the
 bolder region of rising grounds, rich in cornfield wind-mill and
 steeple, and where it mingles with the ever-heaving sea; not only
 is it a still night on the deep, and on the shore where the watcher
 stands to see the ship with her spread wings cross the path of
 light that appears to be presented to only him; but even on this
 stranger's wilderness of London there is some rest.  Its steeples
 and towers and its one great dome grow more ethereal; its smoky
 house-tops lose their grossness in the pale effulgence; the noises
 that arise from the streets are fewer and are softened, and the
 footsteps on the pavements pass more tranquilly away.  In these
 fields of Mr. Tulkinghorn's inhabiting, where the shepherds play on
 Chancery pipes that have no stop, and keep their sheep in the fold
 by hook and by crook until they have shorn them exceeding close,
 every noise is merged, this moonlight night, into a distant ringing
 hum, as if the city were a vast glass, vibrating.
 
 What's that?  Who fired a gun or pistol?  Where was it?
 
 The few foot-passengers start, stop, and stare about them.  Some
 windows and doors are opened, and people come out to look.  It was
 a loud report and echoed and rattled heavily.  It shook one house,
 or so a man says who was passing.  It has aroused all the dogs in
 the neighbourhood, who bark vehemently.  Terrified cats scamper
 across the road.  While the dogs are yet barking and howling--there
 is one dog howling like a demon--the church-clocks, as if they were
 startled too, begin to strike.  The hum from the streets, likewise,
 seems to swell into a shout.  But it is soon over.  Before the last
 clock begins to strike ten, there is a lull.  When it has ceased,
 the fine night, the bright large moon, and multitudes of stars, are
 left at peace again.
 
 Has Mr. Tulkinghorn been disturbed?  His windows are dark and
 quiet, and his door is shut.  It must be something unusual indeed
 to bring him out of his shell.  Nothing is heard of him, nothing is
 seen of him.  What power of cannon might it take to shake that
 rusty old man out of his immovable composure?
 
 For many years the persistent Roman has been pointing, with no
 particular meaning, from that ceiling.  It is not likely that he
 has any new meaning in him to-night.  Once pointing, always
 pointing--like any Roman, or even Briton, with a single idea.
 There he is, no doubt, in his impossible attitude, pointing,
 unavailingly, all night long.  Moonlight, darkness, dawn, sunrise,
 day.  There he is still, eagerly pointing, and no one minds him.
 
 But a little after the coming of the day come people to clean the
 rooms.  And either the Roman has some new meaning in him, not
 expressed before, or the foremost of them goes wild, for looking up
 at his outstretched hand and looking down at what is below it, that
 person shrieks and flies.  The others, looking in as the first one
 looked, shriek and fly too, and there is an alarm in the street.
 
 What does it mean?  No light is admitted into the darkened chamber,
 and people unaccustomed to it enter, and treading softly but
 heavily, carry a weight into the bedroom and lay it down.  There is
 whispering and wondering all day, strict search of every corner,
 careful tracing of steps, and careful noting of the disposition of
 every article of furniture.  All eyes look up at the Roman, and all
 voices murmur, "If he could only tell what he saw!"
 
 He is pointing at a table with a bottle (nearly full of wine) and a
 glass upon it and two candles that were blown out suddenly soon
 after being lighted.  He is pointing at an empty chair and at a
 stain upon the ground before it that might be almost covered with a
 hand.  These objects lie directly within his range.  An excited
 imagination might suppose that there was something in them so
 terrific as to drive the rest of the composition, not only the
 attendant big-legged boys, but the clouds and flowers and pillars
 too--in short, the very body and soul of Allegory, and all the
 brains it has--stark mad.  It happens surely that every one who
 comes into the darkened room and looks at these things looks up at
 the Roman and that he is invested in all eyes with mystery and awe,
 as if he were a paralysed dumb witness.
 
 So it shall happen surely, through many years to come, that ghostly
 stories shall be told of the stain upon the floor, so easy to be
 covered, so hard to be got out, and that the Roman, pointing from
 the ceiling shall point, so long as dust and damp and spiders spare
 him, with far greater significance than he ever had in Mr.
 Tulkinghorn's time, and with a deadly meaning.  For Mr.
 Tulkinghorn's time is over for evermore, and the Roman pointed at
 the murderous hand uplifted against his life, and pointed
 helplessly at him, from night to morning, lying face downward on
 the floor, shot through the heart.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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